A Lover or a Friend

It was the first time I saw the tiny star-smiles

The blinks and the flickers from miles

A tiny angel figure and a face so baby

Made me wonder why u looked so shabby

I desperately wanted to talk and share with u

Peep into those shinny eyes and feel that milky blue

Then I saw u walking and talking in my work 

And I drifted to put together the bottle and cork

Something like magic happened

And we jumped steps till our lips no more dampened

I called a couple times, to get together

You somehow feared but we were farther

The first meet and I was insatiably into you

Trying to weave horses and heavens with scissors and glue

You kept on talking and I kept on dreaming
Of I and u and the days we are going living
You talked of sense and logic
I talked of love, soul and magic

Then we parted and the dark clouds erupted

U fought with me and my soul corrupted

Then we met again and this time I told you my secret

Till 3 in the morning we talked of chances and regret

You may not have noticed but u touched me first

My pulse jumping and my heart quenching its thirst

You opened up and I saw thorns and tears

But for me now the dark cloud clears

You were trying to get back ur love

And I was trying to white a black dove

In love, no conditions and u may not reciprocate

I didnt wish to lose u and then locate

Thus I accepted u as a gift and sadly as a suffering friend

U seemed comfort with it and u confided in me a trend

D last day I left the country and as we walked d dark street

You forgot me and just kept jumping for others greet

When I returned, I saw you happy with him

I ignored u and kept myself in my own grim

Thus the story went on and I saw loneliness in d end

Wondering I was sad or happy, a lover or a friend.