Where is the love

I cant feel u love anymore
I cant see u anymore
Your feeling makes me nervous
Your proximity makes me run
I cant sustain your presence
I feel you make me weak and penetrable
But O Love, greatest of men seek you

I cant hear your words
I cant understand your affinity
You set my anger on fire
Why do you keep knocking my door
Go away. Go away. I don’t need you
Leave me for I am not your follower

Is it the family or the society I live in
That teaches me to resist you
I hate the constant anger and animosity
But I cant follow you
The shouts and noises make me cry
I love peace but not her sister, love

Is it the numerous heartbreaks
Or it is the numerous backstabs
A shell of control and austerity covers me
I pop-in my feelings into this shell at the hint of you
I feel your absence as I sit today on my failures
I want you back, seep into my impenetrable shell
For your absence doesn’t make me a human

Give me the power to change anger to smile
Lend me the command over hatred
Give me the power to spread happiness
Let me forget the dark acts of past
Let me brighten the world with your proses
Leave me no more for I know now your power
It may not kill but it can change
It may not move mountains but can move men
O Love stay in my heart and my speech
For you give me peace and bliss