Tuesday, May 29, 2012


SECOND BIRTH




As I rose from the ashes of tubules
I saw nothing but the face of my progenitor
I heard my pain screaming and my legs waving
To help me I had nothing but a needle
A needle of temporary respite and slumber
As the night went on I remembered nothing but
My loud and dozing battle against darkness

The next day onwards my dreams seemed my reality
Seldom I saw the Gods in white armour
They touched my body and chatted in strange language
Then after one sunset slowly my eyes opened completely
And I realised I had won the battle

I found myself alone in a prison with no bars
Barely able to move myself
I kept spinning in my bed of aspirations
Determined to get out of those invisible chains of disease
After one more sunset I liberate myself of the bondages

I was able to move but the snakes of saline were still wrapped
I soon figured that a friendly guard was present near my bed
Soon I realised the surroundings and I got adjusted
No sooner I realised my senses I started exercising them
The first words I heard were not of love
But the battle cries of the Gladiator and the insanity of violence
That was my first experience of my second life
Thus much earlier I knew what this second chance will bring for me
With each battle cry of the warrior I lost my chance for love and peace
I got distant from my loved ones and knew no more the essence of love and respect
I longed no more for love, care and humility
Alas the battle which I won seemed of no worth to be won
Such a battle, it seemed, was better to have been lost.

But the Almighty comes always to rescue of His brave warriors
So did he, to save me from the Hellish fire
I met a band of new and fresh soldier recruits
They were inexperienced about the violent battle
But brought with them new and fresh ways of smiling
Each smile of theirs created a desire in me to love again
To smile again, To respect and be respected again
The war started and they fought under me
At the end of each battle they would thank me humbly
Their eyes would cry to me to laugh and be joyful again

I started to laugh, love, respect and be humble again
The battle which I won now made sense to me
I was now grateful that I was given a second chance
I swore to Him, never will I let hate and depression cast their shadow on me again

With my armour worn and my swords drawn
With my young friends beside me
I am ready to fight again
Not a battle, or two or three
But many a battle with the outcomes that the world will forever remember.

Sunday, May 27, 2012

Where is the love


I cant feel u love anymore
I cant see u anymore
Your feeling makes me nervous
Your proximity makes me run
I cant sustain your presence
I feel you make me weak and penetrable
But O Love, greatest of men seek you

I cant hear your words
I cant understand your affinity
You set my anger on fire
Why do you keep knocking my door
Go away. Go away. I don’t need you
Leave me for I am not your follower

Is it the family or the society I live in
That teaches me to resist you
I hate the constant anger and animosity
But I cant follow you
The shouts and noises make me cry
I love peace but not her sister, love

Is it the numerous heartbreaks
Or it is the numerous backstabs
A shell of control and austerity covers me
I pop-in my feelings into this shell at the hint of you
I feel your absence as I sit today on my failures
I want you back, seep into my impenetrable shell
For your absence doesn’t make me a human

Give me the power to change anger to smile
Lend me the command over hatred
Give me the power to spread happiness
Let me forget the dark acts of past
Let me brighten the world with your proses
Leave me no more for I know now your power
It may not kill but it can change
It may not move mountains but can move men
O Love stay in my heart and my speech
For you give me peace and bliss