Thursday, December 5, 2013

I love my Life... as it is

This was a post in my FB account... But many liked it. So its now in my blog:

As I reach a milestone in my life I ask God one wish:


Oh God! 
Let me live my life again
Turn back time and take me to that hospital cradle
Let me live my life again

I wish to face all my unhealthy nights again
On such nights I want to feel my Mom's hands on my forehead again
I wish to get annoyed again from my father
When he didnt fulfill my endless wishes
I wish to spend those unforgettable moments with my grandfather
I wish to hear to his advices again
I wish to see my sister fight for my rights again
I wish to feel the competition of St. Paul's School again
And feel again those early teen years crazing after girls
I want to crash again on my first bike ride
I wish to dream big again
I want to feel the passion to walk on a road
Not covered by anyone again
I wish to get guided by Father Roque again
I wish to be alone again in a big n unknown city
Drifting with the crowd and trying to be in d flow
I wish to make plans again to leave my country
And subsequently see them get crushed by life
I wish to feel the strength again to stand back
And smile at others with my hopeful eyes
I wish to thank my mom again for giving me a second life
I wish to get through that medicated depression again
And fight the darks inside me again
I wish to see the thin beam of light in utter darkness again
I want to see myself stand against myself again
I wish to be proud of me again for winning the internal war
I wish to thank myself again for dreaming again
I wish to b a part of a lovely Bschool called RIMS again
And meet and make new friends again
I wish to teach again to my students
More about life n less about finance
I wish to share my pains with Kalia again
I wish to feel happy again after getting what I deserved
I wish to feel eternal again
After being remembered by God.

Oh God ! Thank You for making each moment of my life special. They could not have been better. Others may complain that I saw too much pain. But Oh Lord ! they dont realize that at each of such juncture was my date with You. You carried me through all such pains. Oh God ! thanks again for such a wonderful life and hope that your blessings are always with me so that I can make others realize How Beautiful their life is.